I want to scream.

I'm supposed to be going out with people.

And all I want to do is scream and disappear.

That's it.

I'm still going to go out.

But I partially hope I crash on the way there.

Lack of acknowledgement of heart-pouring-out-ish things: awesome.  Heh, I shouldn't have even said them.

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Fuck.