Guy is having this big game night thing at his place tonight, and I was going to go but I really...don't want to if I'm still feeling like this. Heh...I realize I'm still calling him 'guy' and I should probably stop, since that whole thing between us is pretty much dead. How about 'person formally known as guy' or something like that. I guess I can call him a friend. Since he is that still, regardless of what happened. It works out, since any feels have pretty much gone away.
If only everything worked like that, really.
Still wish I could cuddle with someone. I think sickness makes me want that even more. So much so that I actually express that is something I want. Ha.
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