It's been a long time.

I'm sitting at my friend's place and I should be happy because I never get to see her and this hell year is finally ending but instead I feel sad and empty and borderline resentful of things.

I will blame it on the fact that my medication has been not in my system for over a week because they didn't come to my place before I left for the Island and my moods have been fuck all and I haven't been feeling well physically.

Lawl I love that I revive this to bitch about my mood. I'm the worst.