So far, of course.
Went to the abridged panel this morning which was kind of hilarious and awesome and everything. Then just walked around the dealer's room before going to a panel explaining how pokemon is a hero's journey and the real mythology behind some of the different pokemon and it was really interesting and fun and I was really pleased to have gotten into that.
Something I'm kind of bummed about: since McKenna's school friends are here...idk I sometimes feel like I don't exist to her. After we leave the hotel room, I mean. Like...she helps me with my wig and everything, which is super appreciative, but she hasn't really wanted to do anything with me, it feels like. I wanted her to come to the pokemon thing but she said no, and I even asked this morning if she would come down to the store in the hotel with me, and I really only did that so that if could just be us two and...yeah. She didn't want to. So I feel like although we are sharing a room, we aren't really together. Like...she has been with me a bit but only when her other friends are around. If I split off from them, she will go with them. So yeah.
And it isn't like I dislike them...I just don't know them that well and they keep talking about college stuff so I'm an obvious outsider. Idk.
At least Matt is here, though he ran off to dealer's room.
Still. Ota was always mine and McKenna's, and now it doesn't feel like that, which makes me sad.
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