Ugh I want sad feels to go away, but they're just here and it is annoying. 

Inadequacy feelings, partially because I can't find a fucking article to review for Friday.  All the ones I'm finding I'm reading and being all "...I don't know what to criticize here" even though I'm sure if I could pay attention and actually had a decent thought in my head I would be able to find something quite easily.  Gahhhh.  It needs to be good and then my review needs to be good because I got an A on the last one so I need to do just as well on the second one. 

Also can't get certain people out of my head and I want them to all just go away and leave me alone.   

I'd rather think about absolutely nothing, at this rate.  A dangerous thought, for me.  I don't know. 

I'm keeping a list of possible concerts to go to this summer, and I want to start thinking about which I really want to hit up, so I can start planning and everything.  And World/Inferno just announced another concert in Amityville in June so I'm definitely hitting that up as well.  But I think I might want to go to the Streetlight concert in PA in July rather than the one on the Island in the same month, because then I can hang with Ursinus peeps and gather some of them if they want to go and everything!  (I also want to go to a Streetlight concert in June, so I basically want to hit up two in a month.)  I think Say Anything will happen in the city in June, and we're also looking to go to Of Monsters and Men and Dropkick Murphys as well. 

I need to finalize the schedule.  I just want to have things to look forward to. 

This week I might go look at puppers.  I should sign the lease for the house before actually, so I have an address.  

Also roommate may have found another roommate, so if I ask for that person's contact info, I might be able to get him/her to sublet the apartment for June so I don't have to pay rent that month. 

And I need to remember to get the security deposit back.