I feel empty.

And I know that is something emo kids say a lot, but today I really feel like that.  Just...this weird hollowness that nothing has been able to make go away.  I went to the arcade and had friends with me and played Halo before and nothing has been able to stimulate any sort of good emotion in me today.

Or even sad ones.  Like...I know I'm sad.  Today is a particularly awful day in terms of that, but I just feel like as much as I would love to cry to maybe get some emotion going, or something, I just.  Can't.  I'm like a zombie, kind of just going through the motions and everything and not entirely paying attention to anything.

I did force myself to eat something before...it was really really small though.  Not nearly what I should be eating and everything.

I wish I was sleepy, and I could just fall asleep until tomorrow.