I might go to doggie shelter with stuff today.  Which means I should go buy stuff for them.

But lately that's like...one of the only things that makes me really happy.

And fuck I just want to be happy for more than one day at a time; I don't want to be sad and angry anymore.

I want to be able to do well in school and be happy with that and not care about what is going on in my personal life, because seriously.

I am doing well, and I have an idea for an article, possibly.  But despite all those successes I'm still sad.

Meh.


I feel like I've been dressing more and more punkish and want to dress more and more punkish as I go through grad school.  Huh.