Last night I went out to bar and then a late night Wegmans run with Brendan and his girlfriend and actually had a nice time.  Like...I tried just being very nice to her as Nancy said I should try and it seemed to work; we actually talked and it was nice and I wasn't annoyed by her or anything.  Hopefully we can keep up this sort of thing so that I don't want to avoid her when she's up here.

Today I have plans on doing reading for American and going to the arcade.  We're going to buy this set of aluminum space invaders plaques for our house and then maybe paint them with glow in the dark paint and stick them on the ceiling to our game room.  It is going to look so fucking sweet.  Basically we want to make our house a nerd/gamer's paradise.  Seriously.  It is going to be awesome.  We wanna have people over to play a lot and it will be sweet.  I'm beyond excited.

We might also run to that local furniture store just to start looking at stuff.  I want to see how that place is and everything; since they're local and charitable I really would like to buy stuff from there.


Another new picture and although I had the reaction I normally have, it wasn't as...bad.  Then again, I'm still feeling down so it might have been a "my mood really can't get too much worse even with this shoved in my face" sort of deal.

Really, at this point, I'm still mad because him being happy (though once again I'm told he really is not and stuff) and with someone and me depressed and alone just seems super fucking unfair.

I don't know why I let a lying bastard like him get to me.

Oh wait, I know.

Because of ~feelings~

Which are stupid.