Proposals

I'm trying to evaluate the proposals that the undergrads gave to me, and it is kind of discouraging me a little bit.  Just because I think all the advice I'm trying to give is absolute garbage and isn't actually going to help and I'm going through a "maybe I shouldn't try doing this for a living because I fucking suck" thing right now.  But I don't think I'm good at anything and this is one of the things I'm better at than other stuff, so what the fuck else would I do if not this.

I don't really know.

My friend asked last night if I wanted to hang out today, and I said yes originally, but now I'm not really feeling up to it at all.  I just want to try and do work and watch tv and play games by myself and not go anywhere.

Maybe I'll try to postpone until tomorrow, or something.  Or maybe I won't be feeling so down later, and I'll want to hang out.  I feel bad for doing this, but I really just don't want to hang out at all...

I've only done like...four proposals, and my advice for all of them is garbage.  Ugh.