So Callie apparently has a staff infection and is now on three different medications: some antibiotics and benadryl orally, and some special shampoo I need to wash her with twice weekly for a while.  The vet thinks that it is some allergy with the new food I bought her, which is kind of...weird to me, since the new food is more organic and has better ingredients and all.  But...hey, if the old cheaper food sits better with her, that is nicer on my wallet and everything in the long run, so it all works.  Really, I hope that is it in the end, because I don't want there to be some other unknown underlying factor here.


Trainer's son texted me again and I know it is incredibly rude to not text him back but I really don't feel like it at the same time.  I did tell him I would be friends with him, but that sounds exhausting and I have this weird feeling that he would still want something other than just friendship and I don't want to have that conversation again.

I don't want to try anything.  It's too tiring.

Especially since someone else still occupies my mind.