I was cleaning out my wallet because I just stuff a bunch of receipts in there all the time and never clean it out so they have been accumulating in there and I thought now was a good time to do it.

And I found a tiny little cutout heart, coloured in red, with the ex's name on it.

It's been so long since I cleaned out this thing that I just fucking found it.

My stomach is churning.

That shit was promptly thrown in the trash with the rest of the garbage.


Ugh.  Not a good way to start this day.