Ugh

I feel like I'm going to throw up.

And this isn't like...the "nerves/emotions are making me feel like I'm going to throw up" thing.  (At least I don't think...)  It's more of a purely physical "I feel like I'm going to hurl up any contents in my stomach at any moment" feel.

While going out to my car I had to stop and bend over for a few minutes to try and stop it.  Ugh.

And I know this post might be TMI-ish but oh well.


Still have sad feels.  I seriously contemplated not going to this lecture (since it is the TA lecture anyway) and then cancelling office hours and only going to the R workshop today.  But I get a lot of work done during that time and I figured I wasn't like...physically dying, so I figured depressed feelings aren't legitimate enough to skip things I really am obligated to go to.


I want to go to a concert.  Or just go listen to live music.  It usually helps me forget all my other thoughts, if even only for a short amount of time.