I made myself sad.

I do that a lot.

This feeling of loneliness.  I want it to go away.


Also I realize a week from tomorrow is Valentine's Day.  And I already want to go on a heart-and-flower-hating rampage.  Because I'm so goddamn mature.

At least I'll probably get chocolate from my parents.  Even though I already have so much in this apartment because I don't fucking eat.

Speaking of, I should make dinner.  But I'm not hungry.  Actually, I feel sick.  Ugh.


Hopefully I'll feel better if/when I hang out with guy.


[Edit] - Just read response and that made me feel a little better.  :)