Man this short conversation has brought up a whole lot of self-hating feelings and I don't really know why and I keep trying to push them down and everything but they're annoyingly loud and persistent.
I'm trying to read for class to distract me but I'm just...scanning words and not actually really absorbing them.
I wish it wasn't snowing and the roads weren't as bad as they are, so I could ask my friends to come over and hang out with me. They usually are the best distraction for these kinds of thoughts.
I both want ice cream, and feel like I'm going to be sick. Weird.
Maybe I should just play a video game instead of trying to do work, now.
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