My time down in PA was unfortunately short but I knew I had to return in order to get some work done.  Really, I need to figure out a topic for my political parties paper tonight, given that I have a presentation tomorrow morning and I am going first for the group tomorrow.  Yay.

But it was much fun and I thoroughly enjoyed, though it made me sad for reasons I said in previous entry and...I don't know.  Just looking back on my time with them and my time with ex when it was good made me think that my life just isn't going to get better since it has all gone downhill and I am just melancholy or uninterested most of the time I'm awake and stuff.

Bah, I don't know.  I always have this post-fun sadness with the same sort of shit playing throughout my mind.  I shouldn't be surprised at all by it or anything.

Also despite knowing that I'm over the whole thing with former friend-guy (or at least telling myself that), I still get sad when I see stupid cute shit between him and his girlfriend on facebook, which I now will be subjected to because I decided to be friends with him again on there.  Don't ask me why.  Maybe it is just because I decided to remain friends with him in real life.  Mostly because a) he is stupid nice to me most of the time; b) it is hard to stay away from him due to small department and all; and c) because I am moronic, I guess.

Ex has been on the mind, which is likewise annoying as hell.