Despite being objectively thin, I still sometimes feel uncomfortably big.  And I know that I shouldn't feel self-conscious if I was bigger, but I do.  And I am still a size 0 for the most part, so I don't know why I feel this way at times.  I just want to be thinner and thinner and even then I know I still wouldn't be happy.  Though when I had more problems eating, I always said I was getting too thin.

I can't make up my mind, I suppose.

...These thoughts are problematic, aren't they?


Ex-related thoughts are distracting.