This morning during my office hours I wrote out the lesson plan for my workshop on Thursday; around 10 pages of matrix algebra stuff.  I got kind of into it in a "holy hell I missed math" sort of way, so I didn't even notice the time go by and everything while I was doing it.

My session went well, though I think I am concerning Nancy with my increased isolationism and emotional distance from everyone.  And how I just seemed to have stopped caring about everything and everyone with the exception, really, of Callie.  How eating has become a chore again and how I just don't care about doing it even though I intellectually know that it would be good for me to do.

This morning, for example: I told myself I should have something to eat.  Specifically, toast.  But people did not put shit away and so there were bags of chips and other stuff in front of the toaster and I just stared at them for a little bit.  I stared at them and then decided against having toast, because moving that stuff just seemed like way too much effort and I just did not care enough about eating something to do that.  So instead, I watched Callie eat.

Ironically, though, later on for dinner I made chicken and stuffing and rice for me and two of my roommates.  Though this was after I was able to talk with Nancy and play some D3 and everything.

So, essentially, I did only eat one meal today and I don't really care.

...I'm too unfocused to continue this really right now.

Though I will say this quickly: we are supposed to have a fuck ton of snow tomorrow and so rumour is going around that we might have a snow day.  Please.