I resumed playing Kingdom Hearts today, since I beat the elite four in Pokemon and everything.  I'd like to get through this before I buy and start playing Ace Attorney, which I am stoked for and it looks like it has really good reviews, so that will be nice. 

Since I was really tired before, I ended up not going to the Comparative workshop.  I feel a little bit guilty about it, but I really wasn't feeling all that well and everything.

I'm realizing more and more how much I don't really pay attention to things that are apparently big compliments to my abilities and everything.  I was asked to be the TA for the Research and Statistics graduate class next semester; when we had our class last semester, our TA was a fifth year.  So being asked to TA a grad class when I'm only in my second year should be kind of a big deal.  My parents were really excited for me and the professor I'll be working with is really excited...and I guess on some level I'm flattered and everything and I'm glad they all have that sort of confidence in me.  But my immediate thoughts were about how I was probably going to fuck it up and they were going to regret placing me in that position and everything.  

And...I don't know.  I should not immediately jump to "holy shit I am going to fail" sort of thoughts.  I really shouldn't.  I should have the confidence in myself that they have in me.  But I just don't, really.  I wish I did.  I guess that is just something I need to keep working on and everything.