Instead of going out to the bar with people after the two comp presentations, I decided to go with Callie to the doggie park.  I just...I have been feeling anti-social today and everything, and going to a bar doesn't really do anything for me anymore.  It's annoying to have to explain over and over how I don't really like drinking and everything.

The high I felt yesterday has since passed, honestly, so I'm back to feeling that emptiness that I usually feel.  Not anything new there.


I wish I didn't look at him through such cynical eyes.  But I do.  I see so many things through a cynical lens now.


I think I want to order pizza.