Spent today walking doggies and then went over to training and everything and got some more advice on how best to continue trying to deal with Callie's separation anxiety and everything.  It was a really nice day.  That cruise really did some wonders for me, honestly.  I feel much more relaxed and not as crazed and all.  And I know that this is temporary, as it is only a matter of time until my feels start acting up again, but I'll welcome this nice change for now.

Speaking of, though, I still wonder if my doctor wants to talk to me about my refill on the medication.  I called her, but she hasn't gotten back to me, so I'm not sure if I should try calling again?  Just because I really...do think I need to stay on those.  I actually requested to go up to a 100 mg dose officially (especially since I was pretty much taking 100 mg instead of the 75 I was supposed to be anyway), so maybe she wants to ask me about that?


Session tomorrow, and I'm definitely going to tell her about my happy reaction to the news.  That happy reaction that I'm still concerned about.  Hopefully she will give me some needed advice and everything.

Heh, is it funny or sad that I sometimes wonder if he thinks about me in a similar manner I do him?  Probably more sad.  Because even if the answer to that was yes (and I'm sure it is not), it wouldn't necessarily alleviate my hatred for him or anything.  It is more of a...curiosity.


I should text guy.