Today I did a whole lot of nothing, which was actually quite nice, since I think starting tomorrow I'm going to have to go to meetings and do work and all that stuff.

As predicted, when roommate came home, I felt this tension and awkwardness.  I probably could have tried harder to make it go away, but I was feeling lonerish today and having the conversation that might need to happen is just...not something I want to do right now.  It is bad...when I'm actually feeling good I don't want to have that conversation because it will make me sad, but when I'm feeling sad, I still don't want to have it because it will make me feel worse.

Eh.  Maybe I'm thinking too much about this stuff.

Hopefully I'll be able to speak with Nancy tomorrow or Wednesday or something.  I emailed her but she hasn't gotten back to me, which isn't surprising considering it is MLK day and stuff.

...I just discovered that Pit Bulls and Parolees and Too Cute are both on Netflix.  So I am definitely going to get distracted and invested in those.