I have not really read any fanfiction in years and I started reading an Ace Attorney one and it is so fucking good I can't. Post Dual-Destinies and it is so interesting and gah I forgot how much I enjoy good fic. It really has been a while. And it focuses on Blackquill, which makes me happy.
My dad asked me if I talked with roommate about serious things, especially about how he said it appeared as though I did not care about him. We haven't so I told him that, though I told him it was mostly because I did not want to talk about it just yet. I really don't. Even though I should; apparently my dad could tell there was tension between us when roommate picked up his pup earlier during the week. And I went to movies because...well...movies is a good way of hanging out with people without actually having to talk to them or anything. So I was strategic, almost. Odd way of putting it, but game theory has altered my way of describing things sometimes.
I'm still hurt, honestly. I am, but I don't really want to have that conversation right now. I just want to play Fire Emblem and read fic and play with my pup and that's about it.
Seriously, I am a huge hermit, and I'm more than okay with this, unsurprisingly. Isolation and all that.
Friend and I have been texting quite a bit, and at there is that communication. I really enjoy talking to him. I sometimes wonder if he enjoys it as much as I do.
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