Callie keeps farting and it smells horrendous holy fucking shit.  I'm like...gagging.  And she is sleeping this is unfair.

Also I realize I failed to recruit someone in Fire Emblem and this makes me very very sad actually.  To the point where I was thinking about restarting but that would be insane since I already have almost 40 hours on it (because I have no life and am a hermit and it is vacation don't judge me).  ...During a second playthrough I'll remember to get him.


Texted back roommate with the truth rather than the "sorry I didn't get this until now" lie.  Just said I'm sorry and that I avoided responding because I was down and tired and I really did not want to have any serious talks, and that those kinds of talks I would rather do in person, despite how difficult it is for me sometimes.  It just...yeah.  It is just hard when I really want to be alone and that is it.  I can't really describe it to other people, especially when those other people want to be around friends.  And I just can't give that to them right now.

...So I turned to my other friend for whom I think feels have...started again.  I can't entirely tell, but I do know that he is the person that I want to talk to most of the time.  And he is the person I would travel right now to see and everything.

And he cheers me up a lot.  A lot a lot.  And has been there for me and has been so understanding.

Which is why although I isolate myself from everyone else...I haven't really from him as much.  I mean, a little...but not nearly as much.  Not that he would allow me to isolate from him anyway (in a good way, not a stalkerish kind of way).