Thursdays are becoming my "mindlessly play a video game for hours while actually still being miserable but unwilling to do anything real to fix that" days.

My time would be better spent doing work but I don't even really give a shit.

Despite, again, being around people, I just feel super disconnected and lonely and unfortunately when that happens I start thinking about ex and past people and I don't want to do that at all.

...Should probably buy my flight ticket to Chicago, shouldn't I?


This entry was going to be a lot more in-depth but I now don't feel like writing a lot.