I decided to go to workshops today because I missed the last two weeks and because roommate is presenting, and despite that I am not really all that interested in what he studies, I figure I should still go to be supportive and all that.  Most likely, though, I will skip happy hour (as usual) because I just really don't feel like going and watching people drink and socialize and stuff.  Instead, I'll try and do some readings so I could maybe bang out a reaction paper for my political parties class tomorrow.  Maybe I'll head on over to Target again when I actually want to start writing.

Man, I am so uninterested in things that I can't even pretend to be paying attention for roommate.  (Though honestly his presentation style doesn't grab me usually.  It isn't bad, it is just more that he is laid-back and stuff, whereas I prefer presenters who are more...dynamic.)

Before, when I was over neighbour's house to let Callie and Murray play with Lewis (it actually usually ends up with Callie and Lewis playing together and Murray just kind of running around by himself), I had this wave of nauseousness and lightheadedness that just wouldn't go away.  I figured it might have been due to lack of food, so I went home and had some pizza rolls, despite not really feeling hungry.  However, I'm still not feeling very well, and I wonder if it the new meds.  Or it could be a combination - I know one of the side effects is decreased appetite and nauseousness so yay.

And of course, this isn't helping my mood at all.

...I find I'm happiest lately when I am surrounded by dogs and playing with them.  Lewis and I actually romp around when Callie is being lame and doing something else, and I love it.

Part of me is saying "dude, fuck grad school; why not just open up a shelter and help doggies because that would be awesome."  But I know I won't do that.  Even though it would be cool.