Nephew-pup is adorable.

I feel weird though. Like not okay weird. My entire drive to sister's place was as if I was in a trance, playing through various things in my head, none of which were good. Example: I am convinced for some reason that my adviser doesn't like me and thinks I don't do a lot of work. I don't know why I think that. Also, whenever I can't do work I don't tell him, "oh I was having trouble finding reasons to continue doing anything and get out of bed," which is usually what was happening.

Also I still can't listen to Such Great Heights.

Gonna sleep, but will be more detailed tomorrow or something.

All I know is that I'm really not okay.