"Just because he is across the country, in a sunny warm state and in a seemingly nice job with a seemingly nice girlfriend, he still is the same person."

And that person is one I neither like nor trust.

I shouldn't compare all that much, maybe.  But it is hard when shit for him seems so perfect and I have a meltdown over something stupid.

Session involved me talking about shit that happened yesterday, and I tried making an appointment with my doctor, but unfortunately only got a voicemail.  Hopefully they'll get back to me tomorrow.

...I'm tired.  I should sleep.  Dreams and stuff have made me get up early.