Sad feels really do come randomly and really do inhibit any kind of social interaction.

They showed up kind of out of nowhere and suddenly and thus I once again decided I did not want to go out because pretending to be happy right now just can't happen.  Go me.


Someone reminded me that everything that happened is not my fault.  It is his.  He cannot hold onto people.  He casts them aside.  He changes his feelings for no reason.

I will try to keep reminding myself of this.