I am so tired and sad and done with everything to the point where I feel like I cannot focus on any of my work and I can't help out with anything for anyone and I'm kind of trying my best to hide it but I don't know if I can very well anymore.

Still, I want to help out my roommate and stuff, but I am also in that weird anti-social mode where I kind of just want to be alone.  It seems contradictory, but both emotions are existing at the same time.

I should have written back to my students but I just care so little about pretty much everything that I have not even bothered.  Stupidly, I did agree I would have office hours tomorrow.  That was a mistake, because it is the last thing I want to do.

Three more papers left to grade.  Luckily, game theory thing is all done.  Tomorrow I'll work on my IR paper.


I'm so done.

I need to refill my medication.