My adviser already read my newest draft and I need to meet with him tomorrow and I'm getting really anxious about it.  I know he probably thinks it is nothing but a big pile of shit, because that is all I'm able to produce lately.

And I think I'm getting sick?  Usually when I start getting really sick, like something with strep or so, the first sign is just that I get this super horrible taste in the back of my throat that doesn't go away no matter what and this has been going on all day.  It's annoying.

Man, I'm so uninspired that even writing in here is a huge effort.  How the fuck do I function like a semi-normal human being?

I feel like I just fake everything.