I'm in one of those moods where, despite knowing I have a meeting on Tuesday with my adviser, my lack of creativity and motivation is eating at me and all I really want to do is lay in bed and stare at the ceiling for the rest of the night.

I...might have an idea of where to go with this thing but I'm unsure if it makes sense and I am just mad at myself for not being able to write at the moment and why do I suck at everything.