That thing I'm curious about...I have yet to ask a friend to check for me, but I am becoming more and more...convinced that my suspicions are correct.  And while it is something I wish I did not care about - and honestly is something I should not care about - I still do.  And the thought of me being correct, makes me very very inexplicably angry.  Mostly because of the crap I was fed and stupidly consumed without a second thought. 

I do hope I'm not right.  

Betrayals run very deep, unfortunately.