Thinking about stuff which makes my stomach hurt.  I wonder if I'll eat dinner, since I haven't yet.  I have eaten today, but not a lot, and nothing really...good.  Pretty much all I've consumed has been cookies.  Because cooking requires effort.

I don't want to think about that stuff.  Especially since I'm not done with the paper yet, so all that extra crap is just distracting me.  I need to find one more reference to Waltz to discuss, and then two more paragraphs after that.  It feels like I'm almost done, but finding and dissecting the reference is easier said than done, and I really just don't want to do it.

Fuck I just want one goddamn day where I don't think about sad things.