It doesn't really feel like Christmas time.  Which is really distressing, actually, since this is usually the time of year I love the most, post-finals and everything like that.  I don't know if it is because my oldest sister is not here, or because my older sister won't be here until tomorrow, or what, but it just feels...I don't know.

I'm just...not as happy as I want to be, especially for this time of year.  I suppose I can blame that on what has been going on with me, but usually it at least goes away for the holidays, albeit temporarily.

I wonder if I should tell my parents about stuff.  They probably know about some things, but I'm not sure the extent, or anything.

My attempts to not think about certain things have been failing, which might be contributing to my mood.

Good news is that two out of my three grades have been posted, both of them being As.

I do want to see guy for New Year's.  I wonder if he wants to see me.