Sunday, November 9, 2014

Despite my having a presentation tomorrow, I didn't do anything yesterday except play The Stick of Truth (which is hilarious and awesome).  I couldn't bring myself to really care about anything, because the only thing that was going through my mind was how my trying didn't really help much so why should I even bother.

I'm still really discouraged due to that result.  I don't understand it, and the only thing I can think of is that my stuff wasn't good enough, despite people telling me otherwise.  And I maybe wouldn't be as upset if three people didn't get the high pass.  But, I don't know.  It just isn't fair.  Perhaps it is something I ought to get used to, but I'm not.  Again, maybe I should choose a different perception, given my reactions and my inability to handle everything.

I don't know.  I'm sad, don't really see the point in anything, and want nothing more than to go home.

Also I haven't been eating well so there is that too.

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