So I'm probably being super paranoid but I feel like Callie doesn't wanna hang out with me as much as usual and she isn't listening to me as much as usual and I think she'd rather hang out with the roommate who was watching her for the past two days and this makes me really really uneasy.  And sad.  I'm sure I'm overthinking things or analyzing things wrong, but it feels weird and I want her to keep on loving me the best and when that's threatened (in my perception, even if it isn't in reality), it freaks me out.

BUT AGAIN I'm most likely just being really paranoid about stuff.

Gotta head to my old apartment in a bit to clean shit and get my security deposit back and just finally get the fuck out of there for good ah I can't wait.

Also, I bought a custom temporary tattoo from this one website of the air balloon from the cover of Anarchy and the Ecstasy.  Basically, it is to see if I would like having that somewhere on my body without me actually getting the real thing to start with.  I want to see how it would look!  People hold me at the concert that I have a good body for tattoos, and they're surprised I don't have some already.  I said I have wanted for a while but just haven't been able to figure out what exactly I want!

But this is my favourite idea so far, and I fucking love that design, so we shall see how it looks when it gets here and I get to try it out and everything.