So I left Callie alone in her crate while I was at session, and she was fine when I got back, so I think she's getting better with the being left alone thing.  I also put a show on so that she would have something to listen to while I was gone.  Maybe if there is some noise, she won't get so anxious and everything when she's by herself. 

She's been kind of weird about her eating and everything yesterday and today, which kind of worries me, but I'm probably thinking and fretting too much about it right now.  If anything, I have a vet appointment with her in less than a week, so if this persists until then, I can say something.  She's just been picky and her poop's been not so solid and stuff (which is reallllly gross to pick up aha), so I just wonder if she caught something while we were up in the Adirondacks.  Hopefully it will pass and all and she'll be back to normal soon.  

She's sleeping right now; we went to the dog park after I got back from my session and she was able to run around and stuff for a bit! 

At my session, I talked about the dreams; she told me that I should not be so angry with myself for having them, especially since I cannot control them.  That they are my brain's way of sifting through all the memories and still trying to process what happened.  That it does not mean that I'm not healing or that I want something that the dreams show (because I logically know that some things just won't happen and aren't good for me and everything).  It just means that there are still a ton of memories and everything. 

She also told me to try and not dwell on them as much as I have been.  To talk about them and think about them for a little bit, but to not overdo it.  (Aka - don't spend four hours in the car trying to analyze the dream and stuff.)  I know that is easier said than done (and she knows that too), but I said I could try, of course.  

Any attempts to think about him less and less would be awesome.