I'm really glad I have friends who will listen to me be really bitchy and bitter and everything and just hate on the ex and all.  Dreams cause me to want to do that more and I often don't talk about them or about this topic much more to many people because I know it is probably annoying.  But I do have some friends who will still allow me to just express my hatred and frustration and stuff.

And when they tell me that they don't see the appeal of her over me, that does make me smile and stuff, aha.

Shallow, yes, but it is still nice to hear.

Probably because I always feel so worthless and stuff and so it is nice to hear from people that like...I do have some appeal, actually.

That is nice.

Maybe I'm not so replaceable and worthless.  Even if he made me feel like that.

Maybe I'm not.