Everyone has guests over except for me and I'm kind of annoyed at the fact that rules seem to suspend for them all and stuff when people are over, and then when I point things out I fucking seem as though I'm crazy or obsessive or something.  But like.  There are a thousand lights on when they do not need to be.  And I've established I don't know how many times that that is my biggest pet peeve and so I would like them to be off if they do not to be on, because otherwise it just cranks up the energy bill. 

And me having to repeat myself over and over and over again is getting annoying and frustrating and I might eventually be all "if you guys don't stop, because I'm not going to remind you every fucking time, and it turns into an obvious case of you both using way more energy than me, I want to be a fourth instead of a third of the energy bill."  Because seriously.  This shit went down with my last roommate, and it seems like it might go down again.  And I know it probably is weird to some people, that I have that, but along with cleaning that is a huge thing for me.  I think it was because it was always big with my mother and stuff too.   The cleaning also: she's kind of a neat freak, so I'm realizing that I am one as well. 

I know that Nancy tells me a lot that I'm learning how to live with people and that is very important, but I really do sit here thinking that I would rather live by myself for reasons like this and more.  I do think I'd just be better by myself.  

Though we did watch The Room and that always makes me happy.  

Even though Carl's lame-ass friend didn't like it and left before the big finale.  That's how I know he is not to be liked.  Because seriously who the hell doesn't love that movie because of how horrendous it is. 

(In reality, I just don't like him for other reasons, but it is fun to think of others like this aha.  But seriously he is fucking irritating to me and I want him gone.  I didn't realize he'd be here so fucking long.) 

I like chatting with guy.  And I know I say that a lot, but I really do enjoy it.

I hope he likes chatting with me too.