Sometimes I shoot myself in the foot, metaphorically speaking, when I search other cosplays online.  Because who do I mostly find?  The people who are fucking excellent at it and gorgeous and look like the character came to life and I know that will never happen with me and it makes me a little sad.  Granted, these people know how to sew and everything and so can make their costumes from scratch.  But even their faces and body types and stuff are perfect.

I dunno.

Rarely do I like to admit out loud when I am self-conscious about my appearance, and looking at awesome cosplayers kind of brings that out hardcore.


Also my head still kind of hurts and I'm still a bit dizzy so I probably should go to the doctor, shouldn't I?