Okay, so...
In some way, I know I shouldn't really care about this. I shouldn't because it isn't my life. But I have been stressing about it to the point where I have been having nightmares and stuff and given what just happened I'm now severely judging and I'm just angry and disappointed and it means that I misjudged a good friend if I am correct.
I came home from this thing at my friend's house, and roommate B looked like he was getting ready to go somewhere. And I had a feeling it was that first year's house. Now, according to her cohort, her boyfriend from Germany was here until this morning. He left today. And roommate B has not gone to her house during the entire time he has been over in the U.S. Now, the time he goes over her place is conveniently the time pretty much right after her boyfriend leaves, who I have been told is the sweetest fucking guy.
And now I'm convinced (which is something I was previously trying to argue against because I didn't think roommate B would do this if he was aware) that roommate B knows that this chick has a boyfriend and has emotionally toyed with someone else in the department (someone else that he has called a friend, really, which makes it doubly fucked up). The reason being that he was very secretive about where he was going tonight, and didn't leave for a really long time while I was in the doorway. When I asked why he moved my car (because...why wouldn't he just ask me to move it?) he said it was because he wanted to go to the gym in the morning and I "don't leave until noon." (Of course, when moving my car he didn't put it in park, which could have been really bad if roommate C didn't come back and inform me.) And he just looked...I don't know if guilty is the right word, but maybe. Anyway, he was just acting really weird and at this point I knew where he was going, and his trying to hide it made it more obvious. And in trying to hide it the way he did (as well as the timing) made me convinced that he knows that she is a piece of shit to her boyfriend and to this other guy and yet...idk because her vag has magical powers or something (this is what I have been saying whenever I hear about all these dudes liking her despite her being less than impressive to me and plenty of others) still decides to go over and sleep with her and stuff.
If he ends up hurt over this, he better not come to me.
Also, while I'm angry, I'm really fucking disappointed. To the point where I'm ashamed of him, actually. If he actually knows of her fucking around and stuff and doesn't care, then...yeah. It is disappointing and I don't ever want him to come to me if he ends up hurt over it.
And, god forbid, if they actually do get together (and she actually breaks up with her German bf, which I doubt, because according to her cohort she always talks about marrying him), he probably should not think that he is so fucking special as to change her actions, because people who cheat and use people the way she obviously has...they don't fucking stop.
I just never expected that he would do something that he knows could actively hurt someone else.
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