Despite being born in summer, I was always more of a winter person. My tolerance for the cold is much higher than my tolerance of the heat, and my favourite type of weather is snow. It is something that comes across as very weird to people when I explain it to them (usually when I'm out walking Callie even when it is below 0). But it also makes it so that it is easier for me to go out with her; I know when it is in the 20s I find it really nice and we can go for longer, which is good for her.
Tomorrow, roommate B is leaving for the ISA conference in New Orleans, and so I'll be watching the Murrster. It should be a good time. He usually hangs out in my room a lot anyway. I think he stayed at that first year's house last night and I'm trying not to think about it? On one hand, it is none of my business; what he does is his prerogative. On the other hand, knowing what I know about her, how she basically has several guys at her beck and call and still is with her boyfriend from overseas and that at least one of them has gotten seriously hurt...knowing that makes me angry. I know he is going to get invested in her - I can already tell based on how much he goes over there and bakes her something every single time he does - and thus when she is done with him he will end up really hurt. I don't know, hopefully he really isn't invested in her, but...I doubt that entirely.
After my breakdown on Friday, my night actually was a lot of fun. Scatergories was played and of course that turned into the Mario Kart of board games and it was wonderful. And then Saturday I just coded and then got to spend a decent amount of skype time with best friend and that was awesome.
The good thing about Saturday too is that I honestly...didn't even fully realize it was Valentine's Day? I didn't see a bunch of couple-type things and I didn't really feel sad or anything for being single. Which is different from the last few V-Days. My sadness that day was derived from what happened the prior afternoon. So...that's good, I guess?
I have so many things to do that I have been avoiding.
Also I am definitely not going into the office today.
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