Anger

Dealing with not being interested in anything and having people tell me basically to "keep working through it" is getting fucking annoying and I just want to shake people and/or just tell them to leave me alone.

I talked to a prof I really like and haven't been able to talk to in a while and he told me that I definitely have a tendency to "run and hide" when I start getting stressed and things get very difficult or when I get anxious and stuff and that is 100% accurate.

Oh, and I get to listen to roommate B and this first year in his room and right now they are just talking but fuck I know what happens this late at night and shit.  Normally, I'd be cheering him on, but this chick is def playing him cause she has been with others in the department and I've been told she still has a bf and has hurt someone else who is really nice and knowing all of this and being unable to say it because I'm not supposed to know some stuff is fucking aggravating and even her voice right now is making me so fucking angry.  Because I know what you are doing, you asshole.  And you're doing it to one of my best friends and I will fucking make you regret it if you fuck with him and hurt him and I'm so mad right now.

(The only good thing about that is that I actually had some feelings; sadly, in the form of anger, but anger is still better than nothing, I supposed, which is what I feel about pretty much everything else still.)