I feel sad today.  And lethargic.  And while I keep telling myself I should work and I need to code and I really need to work on stuff for comps and everything...I don't have the energy to actually do any of that.  Exercising also seems like an almost impossible task right now, but perhaps if I tried to do a little bit, I would feel better?

I ought to figure out when I need to head back up to Bing, but I really don't want to think about that at all right now.  I should shoot for this weekend at the very latest, truthfully.  But it might be difficult forcing myself to go up there with as little work done as I have completed.  Bah, I am terrible at this whole grad student thing.  I really really am.

Man, this is frustrating.  You would think that two weeks of vacation would have made me more relaxed and happier and I guess it did for a little bit.  But now it all seems to be turning around and I already feel...constricted, I suppose.  Everything seems stiffer all of a sudden.

Really, I should stop whining and just do shit.

...Ugh, I know I am supposed to fight against thoughts like that but right now I can't really help it much.

...Maybe exercise will help.  Maybe.  If I can bring myself to do it.