I still want to talk.

I once said that if something casual was going on between him and her, I did not want to talk to him (or rather, I want to, because I always want to, but I really can't), and that still remains true.  I realize that might be a little messed up, but...I don't know.  I'm tired of seeing/hearing/reading things and feeling awful.  Feeling replaced.  Even though he says that's not true and that I'm his favourite person and that I am irreplaceable, it still feels like that.

Though I haven't heard anything about actually trying to have a conversation.

Man, this whole stomach hurting thing really is annoying.

[Edit] - Okay he just hasn't had any time to himself.  I'm really selfish.