Hostility

I have become very openly hostile towards my roommate in almost every situation.  Which I really do not care about, since pretty much everything he does annoys the ever loving fuck out of me.  I realize I'm being very mean, but I don't care.

I might need to call my landlord and ask him if there is any way I can get out of this lease before July hits.  Maybe if I find someone else to take my place or something like that, though I realize how incredibly difficult that will most likely be.  And then I'd have to find a new place during the winter and move again, and while I really do not want to do that, I also don't know if I will be able to stand living with him until July.  Ugh.

Plus, that would put a hindrance on my 'get a house with people next year so I can get my doggie' plan.  

My goal tonight is to do all or the vast majority of my reading for IR for Monday.  We'll see if that happens.  I'm really tired, so I would  not be surprised if it didn't.

Tomorrow morning I'm going to an apple cider mill in Endicott with some of the older students.  I'm pretty stoked about that, actually.  Apparently it has really really good doughnuts, too.

I have a lot of work this week.  I wanted to go home, but I really don't have the time.  I might choose to go home next week, instead.

All I want to do is play video games.