The department party that was supposed to happen on Saturday is now apparently not happening, and I'm actually super bummed about this. I was really looking forward to going and having fun with everyone, especially since I'm been in such a weird mood lately. Honestly, I don't have a word to describe it; I guess it has just been all over the place, with me thinking about a specific something and getting nervous/excited about UC's homecoming, and then being stressed with reading and teaching and classes and everything... I'm not sure. I've been weird. Good, in my own right, but...weird.
It might just be natural. Then again, I might need to go to someone, as I've been saying for months now. (Though that takes time, which is not on my list of things I have a lot of lately.)
Sitting in office hours now; one girl is already here but I asked her for some time just so that I can finish this aha. My hours don't start for another five minutes anyway, and I doubt it'll take me that long to even complete this entry.
Some flirting happened via text today. It was...fun, in its own right. But also weird, still. I'm not very good at it, and I'm still cautious over whether or not I should be doing it right now. Yet, anyway. Eh, I don't know. We'll see what happens.
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