Woke up with a horrible headache and a desire to just go back to sleep for the remainder of the day.

Despite, you know, not doing anything productive yesterday.

It was weird; not only did I do nothing productive, but I couldn't even really think of something productive to do.  I'm so far behind and so far gone in terms of knowing what to do with my life that anything that I can't even think of real ways to get that back on track.  Plus I keep thinking about what I talked about with psychiatrist in terms of whether or not being this miserable is worth the end product of the doctorate.