I don't know if it is the new medication or the regular-going to mma classes or the combination of both (most likely, really), but I've been feeling a lot more energetic and less upset about things than I otherwise would be.  Which is...really awesome, actually.

I'm hoping this isn't some sort of placebo effect since I just started the new meds not that long ago but I really do feel like they are working.  I'm less tired and less sad, and I've been getting a lot more shit done in the past few days than I have in a long time because of it.

And I started writing things!  Not anything academic mind you, but fics and stuff.  I wanna write some fun things to try and get back into the idea that writing is enjoyable, and then maybe I can get back to academic writing if I really want.  Even the fics are kind of practice for something I've been thinking of which would be my own work and bigger.

I dunno, I just would like to write something and enjoy writing again.  And I find I am with the fics right now.