Today

I disappointed my class this morning when I showed up around 8 minutes after the time we were supposed to start.  They were probably waiting for the 10-15 minute rule to kick in.  Though since I was late, I decided to not give them the quiz that I had made up for them, which pleased them at the very least.  I didn't wake up until around 8, and then had to get ready and there was a ton of frost and stuff on my car, so...yeah.  Ended up not getting to class until around 8:40.  Oh well.

After class today I have plans for maybe dinner, movies, and then most definitely drinking with friends.  I have no plans on going to the intro lecture tomorrow, which means I will focus on having fun tonight, especially with what day it is.  I was told that I should try to not think about him, but to make today a celebration of myself and my friends and the fact that I have people that really care about me and all that.

Honestly, right now, I'm actually doing better than I thought I would be on this date.  Of course, I am still sad, plus it is early, and I'm very tired, but I'm excited to hang out with people tonight and just forget about what this day would have been in an alternate universe and all that.

I do sometimes wonder if he thinks about this stuff as much as I do.  Probably not, since he's fine and over it, at least it seems, but I still wonder.  I wonder if today still has any special significance to him, despite that it really isn't supposed to be special anymore.

I mean, it's not like it would change anything.  I still wonder, though.  Call it intellectual curiosity if you want.


A drunken post might happen later.  Just warning.

[Edit] - "Red Rubber Ball" is going to have to be my anthem for today.  And for a while after that.